i jz wanna sae. i misses all those princess's days u gave me.

darling went off to hk.. so mani tins happen last few daes...

darling i miss u so much lo.. hmmp.. i also wan go hk wif u.. blehs... are u tinking of me now...

i seriousli hate amanda and kim like fuck.. argh

y am i always the fucking wrong one.. y??

so mani tin so mani happenings... i dun know.. actaullie i would ask myself who can i trust?? as in girl frens la.. i dun like the life i leadin now.. ppl tt i met.. i like.. but in d end always its me hu treated her or them as gd frens??...

seriousli i promise myself i wont ever fu chu so mani ani more .. when tins happen like todae.. i will depend on myself... i felt tt i am soemeone hu will tin of my FRENS when i ouside or even shoping.. but would they ever ttot of me?? tis qn i know the ans...

i become so dumb so idiotic in front of them... i know hu i can depend on.. i always tot i can depend on her.. in d end i dun tin so... i need de is assurance.. but noone can giv it to me.. hai.. frenless life i lead...

sometimes wad happen u cant blame mi.. not refering to ken.. everyone knows tt in a relationship both hav to put in effort... i dun care whether u hates mi or wad.. i am also trying to protect her from tt person.. but she loves him so much not tt we dun know.. its not abt running awy from home or from him.. does it solve the tin? NO.. u tin she can run awy ? sg how small.. if u wanna help her u should tok to her into toking to her bf.. not tt we dun jknow his temper and his ways? we r not her bf lei... so wad if we tell her ask the guy dun do anithing to her.. but does it helps? HELL NO.. u cares gfor her r u telling mi i dun?? if i dun i wont go all the way okie.. I FEEL CHEATED BY U TWO OKIE.. U PUT URSELF IN MY SHOES.. maybe we tinking not the same... u felt tt by doing tis will help.. but seriousli i dun tin so lo.. forget it, since we dun agree wif each other.. den i wont pass ur path ...

I HATE HIM I HATE HIM HE MAKE MI SUFFER.. BASTARD... HE ONLI TIN ABT THEM.. NON OF HIS TOTS IS ON ME.. I WORRY FOR HIM... IN THE END WAD I GOT?? UNREASONABLE NOT UNDERSTANDING.. THESE TWO PHRASE IS WAD HIM AND HIS BELOVED BROTHER LIKE TO SAE ABT ME.. THEY ARE NOT ME OKIE.. FUCKERS U MAKE MI SUFFER.. I GONNA MAKE U SUFFER THE SAME FATE.. I WILL LET U REGRET .. I WILL DO EVERYTHING U DUN LIKE MI TO.. EG CUTIING MYSELF I PROMIS U I WILL.. SINCE U DID SO MANI TINS BEYOND MY TINKING DEN U WAN MI TO ACCEPT.. SO ACCEPT MY BLOOD FLOWING ECERYWHER...

the KIMMIES DOING

THE FAV PIC

i was shock okie.. long time dint blog le.. forget alot of tins le lei.. last mondae was the same as every mondae... forgot le la.. the rest of the daes...

thurs remember.. went to kimmie place.. den tok tok.. den i watch vcd to next morning then go back slp awhile... fri.. fri meet qs for dinner and kim.. went to bugis.. she bought a top.. while mi bought a bag for darling.. the guys hav something to do so dint meet up wif us...

so we two was kinda sian as they actuallie at first sae meeting.. in the end.. dun wanna sae le.. coz in the end they NEXT MORNING 8 den finish their stuff ...

so mi and kim as usual went to mos.. tis wk beri happening... lol.. dun wanna sae so clear la... WE KANNA KISSED by a girl.. lol.. she is nice...

den after tt mos 3 jiu finish le.. so we sian ma.. so tinking wanna go sparks find the guys.. but they sae dun wan dun wan.. co dangerous all tis shit.. den when jj sms mi sae ken did sth i told him i am going.. hu cares if i am kanna caught... den go down in the end ken scold mi so i went to ps instead.. we two sit sit noth to do.. so persuaded her to come my place to wait.. den we fall asleep.. cant slp totalli.. so worrie lo.. fuck..

den finalli he calls.. den gd lo.. den tok awhile he fall asleep le.. den sae wad wan meet 12 in the end he 3+ also haven wake up... den forget it.. he come my place a while.. go cine .. got prob again.. same .. wah.. sot... so mi and kims mood was like sux? fuck... den mi pei kim go out.. go back home change all tis.. we cant decide wher to go.. and it was like raining.. den maki and her bf came.. actuallie wan go eat but rain.. so sad... den darling msg mi ask us dun go aniwher cox they finish their tins le.. ask us wait... den wait lo.. den they bought maggie mee for them selve... -.- den go kims place... wa the eric make mi sot... !!

i was upstair resting.. and he and grp call and di siao wad kelvin.. -.- tupid also know its him..!!
den watch tv... eat all tis... until around 4+ 5 left her place.. go back slp.. den sundae.. QUARREL AGAIN... 3 DAYS CONTINUEOUSLI... haix

start work already.. at the pub side.. fun though.. everydae try new type of drink.. lol..

went to the chalet after all.. the first dae quarrel wif him.. tok wif kim and jj... tok alot.. den second dae okie le... den third dae jiu go back le lo... go back slp.. den go to work.. the work plac eis nice... den fri b4 tt go out wif him and his frens.. den go watch the movie divergence/.. not nice wad.. den after tt go aljunied cresent.. den went off to work.. den aftre work he come fetch mi.. coz it is fri.. den eat.. went back.. we tok funnie tins till 3+.. he went back..

sat he got training.. den he go to slp after his training.. tin he forget abt the date wif my mum.. den mi and my mum went shoppng at metro.. bought alot of tins for her.. den he wake up.. we went to eat at kallang the restaurant... den atfre tt mi and darling go bugis shop.. den suppose to meet them at city hall.. but i went to fetch kim first.. den we two meet them at MOS.. the mood was so bad...moodless though.. kim went off .. den after awhile i met ehr.. den wif amanda and kim.. brought them to my work place to drink..

3 like tt they go le.. i wanted to ask kim dad fetch mi go MOs find him.. but he got prob.. so we quarrel.. haix dun wanna sae le.. he ask mi tin tis tin tt i dun wan lo.. fuck lo... fake to real.. lol.. dun wanna mention already.. sian...